I was thinking about you the other day. My clown Cowboy is over on the DMZ listening to the ramblings of that areas lunatic.... Seems whenever I think of him, I end up thinking of you... both of you around when I started, both left at about the same time I guess....
I am sorry to hear about your troubles, and of those of your family. Keep your head up, and in-line with the breeze. (unless you hear strange things.. then duck......).
Peace.