Glad you're ok, that's the main thing.
Upon reading this, I can't even imagine the amount of stress you've been under, but you're doing the right thing by taking a break. Given the amount of things that are happening in your life, the amazing level of loyalty and commitment that you've continued to show towards BFM just increases the amount of respect I have for you.
Shame I never got to know you too well, but you made a great impression whenever I saw you in the servers, and from what I've seen you've been an integral part of the clan's growth and success. I hope you'll pop into the servers sometime (when you're fully recovered ofcourse).
Get well soon!